With humble heart, I bow my head
And think of thee, O Savior, Lord.
I take the water and the bread
To show remembrance of thy word.
Help me remember, I implore,
Thou gav’st thy life on Calvary,
That I might live forevermore
And grow, dear Lord, to be like thee.
To be like thee! I lift my eyes
From earth below toward heav’n above,
That I may learn from vaulted skies
How I my worthiness can prove.
As I walk daily here on earth,
Give me thy Spirit as I seek
A change of heart, another birth,
And grow, dear Lord, to be like thee.
  1. Text: Zara Sabin, 1892-1980. (c) 1985 IRI

To know Thee


In Mark Chapter 10 there is the story of the rich young man that comes to Jesus to find out what he needed to do to have eternal live. The Savior lovingly tells him that the only thing this young man is lacking is that he needs to sell all he has, give to the poor, and follow him.

This young man had been obedient to all of the other commandments, and  he wanted to follow the Savior…but the command to leave his riches behind was too much for him:

22 And he was sad at that saying, and went away grieved: for he had great possessions.

I want to follow the Savior, and I’d like to think that if I had been that young man I would have hurried to do what he asked of me. But would I? What are the Lord’s commands that I grieve over letting go of?

There is another example, in the Book of Mormon–Alma 22, of a King that asked the same question-

15 And it came to pass that after Aaron had expounded these things unto him, the king said: What shall I do that I may have this eternal life of which thou hast spoken? Yea, what shall I do that I may be born of God, having this wicked spirit rooted out of my breast, and receive his Spirit, that I may be filled with joy, that I may not be cast off at the last day? Behold, said he, I will give up all that I possess, yea, I will forsake my kingdom, that I may receive this great joy.

18 O God, Aaron hath told me that there is a God; and if there is a God, and if thou art God, wilt thou make thyself known unto me, and I will give away all my sins to know thee,

There is my answer! All Jesus wants from me, in exchange for eternal life with him, is for me to give away all of my sins. Come to him with a broken heart and contrite spirit, repent and forsake.

Elder Robert C. Gay said-

“This is the exchange the Savior is asking of us: we are to give up all our sins, big or small, for the Father’s reward of eternal life. We are to forget self-justifying stories, excuses, rationalizations, defense mechanisms, procrastinations, appearances, personal pride, judgmental thoughts, and doing things our way. We are to separate ourselves from all worldliness and take upon us the image of God in our countenances.

I will start where I am. I will try harder. I will give away ALL of my sins so that I can know him!

Patriarchal Blessing

Patriarchal BlessingI got my Patriarchal Blessing when I was 27. I got it because Jeff told me I should. (He has always been so much better at the gospel and obedience that I am.) He was trying to help me find a way to ease the stress I was feeling after I was given a new calling at church that I was sure I wasn’t capable of. (Inspired direction from God just for me? That just might work.) Jeff was right…as usual.

I have loved reading my Patriarchal Blessing through the years. I’ve always thought it was  simple and straightforward–no giant revelations or lightning bolts. Just a sweet note from Father to me.

Last week I decided that I really wanted to STUDY it. That shouldn’t take too long…It’s not like it was the book of Isaiah or anything.  So, here is what I did- I went to Pinterest!


I found this idea! Patriarchal Blessing in scripture format. Genius!! I was going to turn my blessing into a book of scripture to make it easier to study. Each paragraph became like a chapter, each thought became a verse.

This is how I broke the study into small bites-

  1. Define any word you are unsure of. I looked in the Bible dictionary and Webster. Write it all down.
  2. Research your lineage. and the scriptures were helpful with this one.
  3. Identify the blessings promised.
  4. Find any cautions you are given.
  5. List mention of Spiritual Gifts. Look them up in the scriptures or
  6. Write down any other impressions you have while studying, highlight things you want to learn more about.
  7. Feel the love!

My blessing is so much more valuable to me now. I have been so inspired to try to live so that I can have all of the blessings that Heavenly Father wants to give me.

How do you study your blessing? How has it changed your life?

Just another day in..

Yesterday was truly a fabulous day all around.
Just a bunch of small (and Large) good things happened all in a row!
The day started off as usual, getting the kids up and ready for school. I finally got a chance to shower and pray.
I always say my prayers after I shower because it is the only time that I have alone…..really.
So anyway, I was saying prayer and I decided that I would just be thankful, and not ask for anything…for once. I know that I have so much, and I know that Heavenly Father already knows what I need each day, just like I know what my kids need. It was nice to think about, and thank Him for everything.
I left the bathroom, and was confronted with this

ummmm….yeah….that is my 10 year old. He had just done the Rubik’s Cube. He has been watching a guy on youtube, learned the algorithms, and can do the cube!!
I was home with 5 little boys for a few hours. They were noisy, messy, and whiny. For a minute I sat there thinking that impaling myself with sharp objects would be more fun, I had to stop and just be thankful that they are all healthy enough to be annoying.
In the afternoon I got this–

It was a total surprise, and it made me cry!! I haven’t had a serger for about 12-14 years. And listen to this:

Can you imagine how easy serging could be if you didn’t have to thread the machine? Look no further than the Imagine – Baby Lock’s most popular serger. This advanced home serger includes Jet-Air Threading™, which threads the lower loopers with the touch of a lever, and Automatic Thread Delivery to thread in any order.

The day ended with teaching a purse class- always fun, and good reports from all teachers at Parent-Teacher Conferences.

Just another day in paradise!